I think I am the most self conscious person ever. I have always felt odd. Like my thoughts weren't normal. Like I taked to much or was too loud. Like people were always annoyed with me or I was constantly doing something wrong. I never really felt liked. I still feel like that sometimes. I feel like my personality overwhelms people.
That's part of the reason I'm so insanely obsessed with my dog. He's this amazing little creature that loves unconditionally. He's always standing behind me, sitting next to me or following me. It feels great to have a being think so highly of you. I think my friend Irene said "I try to be the person my dog thinks I am." Perfect.